I'm wondering...

There are numerous times that "I'm wondering..." session~ lol
Or, there are some times that "What if..." goes through my mind as well 
It's fun to think about these two thoughts before bedtime, but it's a NO-no because it makes it hard to sleep tight.

Some people are always on my mind that I can't reach, yet I know where they are.
There are a few people who always shake my sense of self and make me feel I can't accept their feelings, yet I know I need them.
There are no people who always know my weakness that I want to get rid of, yet I am looking for this person.

I believe weakness will make us stronger, but what if it is not? 
I'm wondering if there will be anyone able to be there for me when I'm weak.

I can't ask for more, because I have to accept the feelings expressed to me, and the price to pay is high...

I might not be able to get what I've always dreamed of, so I always think about what if... and I'm wondering...

There will be no one who understands me, but I know there will be someone who can pat my shoulder and say, "Hey, you got me."

Time is running out. I'm still wondering why I'm choosing this path, and I'm wondering how my path would be... What if I'm going to another path... What if I choose to remain on this path...

I'm looking for the one who's always able to carry me around with a hug that expresses the feeling of "Hey, you got me..."

I must be dreaming!

-The End-