Rainbows

I don't know if consider today is a good day for me, however I was so happy before the dawn!
While on the way to my home sweet home after a tiring day in the evening 7pm...
I saw a rainbow, which isn't rare to see since my country known as a rain forest.
Rains will never away from this place like almost daily xD
So the rains made us rainbow~^.^


Today, rainbows made my day - Happy! lol
Awkward isn't? No body makes me happy but rainbows^.^
I saw a rainbow in the sky while I was enjoying the breezy air since it's raining after a hot day...
Without hesitation, I took out my iPhone and snapped the first photo.
I viewed my photo next and found that... It's double rainbows in the photo! O.O
Though it's a reflected from a wind screen of my car... >.>
Then I look at the sky again, doubly... Is that really a double rainbows? ...? o.O
My car moving forward while I'm doubting it, oh wow! =O
A double rainbows which I never seen in my life =D
I happily and can't wait to reach home~ XP
One of the rainbow is so huge and the other is darkening before I reach home.
I was like.. Oh jesus! Let me fly to home immediately with my car! lol



Finally I reached home! I intend to share this beautiful natural scenery with my friends then my snap photos mode activated xD
While I enjoying the scenery despite the rain is falling...
The rainbows like whispering at me to tell me to stop and try to be happy...
I was thinking while seeing the rainbow slowly covered by clouds and be gone in the sky....
I really need to be glad and be appreciate every seconds, every surrounding person, scenery...
Stop for a short while, take a look around... To enjoy the beautiful of the natural^.^
Sometime, I can't help myself to walk faster, move in speed, eats, works, talks... Not the god-speed-like but it's fast compare to other people around me...
This evening, the di-rainbows made me stopped O.o
Made me felt that I was missed out many good things around me... >.>
Regretting that I didn't use the time that I had to loves everyone around me... T.T
And the night falls...

iPhailed

Well, I always think optimistically however... Sometime things just keep put you down again and again...
I was failed an assessment again today.
First thing, I was disappointed into myself because I didn't try my best after I looked back myself during doing the assessment.
Second, while my other assessment was segregate by leader to somebody, I heard a comment which was made me shocking!

"No no no! I don't want mark her assessment, it's a pain!"

Hell yeah, I admitted my handwriting isn't good and my explanation sucks >.>
Oh well, have to work harder! So... I continue to keep myself away from those negative comment, continued my day.
There it goes my day, finally in the evening I received a good news.
Which I got an offer by an employer, the pay is higher like 1.5 times from my current pay.
Next depressed comment that I heard while I share the so called good news to one of my sibling and I know my sibling's partner is looking for a vacancy...

"If you're interested let me know okay?" - My line =D

End up I got a reply from my sibling...

"Only that much of pay???" - =O

I, unconsciously move my way back into my room...




My godness! What a depressing day!


I realized it a long time ago, my income is nothing compare to my sibling however it's sad when I just happened to found my own sibling looked down at me.
I was embarrassed while I'm happily recommending the vacancy to the person who I wish to share the good thing with however...
._. however was put down by the person's partner a.k.a my sibling...
So tell me, how should I deal with this negative thoughts?
While I'm feeling happy is always the time my sibling to pull me down...

O.o my sibling???
I wonder... >.> I should stay alone inside my comfortable room instead though. >.<

Kuchiki Byakuya!

xD I love Kuchiki Byakuya! An epic awesome character in [Bleach] anime!
I made some siggies using him as render~

Sorry if my photoshop is epically phailed xD

Long time no see~

*Gasp* Gah~ Long time no see minna-sama xD
lol Why am I appeared at here in the first place after missing in action for so long?
Well, good question because I got nothing to do so decided to write an empty blog xD
yes, empty blog which I haven't write for sooooooooo loooooooong~ xD

Ja-ne~ Going out now XP

Addiction to DF is killing me?! D8<

"What is DF? You're a freak! Never know you'll love this, girl!" My friend said it with his expression on his face =.=''
If you're a game freak, you'll know what's it mean~

Uh uh... What is DF? Dependent Film? Disk Free? Diet Freaks? David Fernandez? Wait! Who is David Fernandez? O.O I don't know him~
Wait... let me do this...

Dependent Film, Disk Free, Dead Fantasy, Diet Freaks, David Fernandez...

Did you got it? It's Dead Fantasy! *throws confetti* Oh well, quit talking about rubbish~ *sweats*

Does any of you know "D.O.A" (Death or Alvie) and "Final Fantasy" ?
Yes, [Dead Fantasy] is another master piece from Monty Oum, a terrific incredible artist~
You can find his artwork at here.
Actually, I'm praising him and I found him few years back... Because he made my favorite characters from [Final Fantasy] and also from [D.O.A] into awesome videos~
I'll stop at here since I can't keep on bla bla bla about him by some of you might not knowing what am I talking about~
Instead, I will show you the videos~ I addicted to it like... I watch it once every week and really, I love it very much! xD
Of-course all these video doesn't belongs to me, it's all credited to Monty Oum~ ENJOY <3

此刻，你心里想起谁。。。？

Once in a blue moon, wanted to add a Chinese wording post into my blog. I'm not in a good shape now so I will not translate this post, maybe next time.



此刻，你心里想起谁。。。？
是的，很熟悉对吧！这是一首来之我最仰慕以及崇拜的偶像，王力宏的曲子。
其实， 跟我的心情没什么关联。只是，我真的在想。。。
此刻，他的心里想起谁。昨晚也一样，很难入眠。心里的感觉像是柠檬的味道一样，酸溜溜的。。。
大约在床上翻来翻去了两个小时才进入梦乡。
真的很难入睡的我却又在睡醒之前梦见了他。
是他把我叫醒，我很想继续梦见他但我无法再进入同一个梦里面。就这样，心也是和昨夜一样酸溜溜的。。。
生气的狠狠的赏了自己一个耳光! 讨厌自己为什么忘不了他，对他又爱又不能爱。。。
我也突然发烧了，有那么巧合吗?! >.>
在这时。。。他在MSN里出现了，而且还和我谈起话来。
这。。。这是什么嘛~ 我的心也就这样忐忑不定了一整天。。。 T.T
说真的，明知道不可能就别勉强。。。 我也很坚持的，专注于自己的忙碌。。。
那又怎样！他还不是在我的脑子里面阴魂不散！
我真的越来越讨厌自己，为什么为了他弄得自己一整天没好好的过。。。>.>
拜托，别来烦我了啦~ 我想自己一个人好好的过。。。
不过还是自己的错，因为啊~是自己想得太多。。。 xD

Draw With Me~

I was watching this video over and over again today, it just suit my mood today. This video link was sent to me twice from a very important person who're living apart from me. Despite our distances and separation, this V.I.P always cheers me up, makes my day. I'm so lucky to met this person and I would like to say thank you to my V.I.P^^ Thanks for being such a caring and lovely person~

"Anti-socialism" call for me!

As the tittle said...
What is "Anti-social"?
According to the definition in Cambridge dictionary, it means: harmful to society/often avoiding spending time with other people.

Base on the first point: Harmful to society! Nah~ I'm not a smoker, not a drunker, not a beggar, not a terrorist, also not a member of rebels so yes! I'm not harmful to society.
Second : Often avoiding spending time with other people! Eh....?!

I'm a person who're love being alone and very , ridiculously, overwhelmingly avoids spending time with peoples around me face to face but, I do keep in touch with them using communication tools such as cellphone, messenger, email and forum.
Does it mean I'm an anti-social person? I'm struggling with this easy and yet complicated question.
I'm not talkative when I meet any peoples around me and most of the time I feels just don't want to talk but I'm a good listener by nodding head by saying :
" Hmm, I see.. Ah~ That's why... Okay... Understand..." xD

But I became talkative while talking on the phone, or talking to my siblings and my best friends by asking :
"Hmm, I see but why? Ah~ That's why but... Okay but maybe... Understand so..." XD
What's wrong with me? I'm a strange person or am I a person who're with minor multiple personalities disorder? =/



*Laughs out loud* Any way I just come to the conclusions... I'm just hate to being asked by these questions such as...
"Hey, how are you doing?"
"What are you doing recently?"
"Where is your boy friend?"
Argh~~~ D8 It makes me repeat my answers again~
"I'm doing good, thanks for asking."
"Nothing much lately."
"I'm single." >.>
Just imagine, you're eating instant noddles three meals a day, everyday.... =.=''

Next, my second conclusion is... I'm afraid of social with strangers, a person that difficult to reach by anyone even my family.
I don't wish to let anyone walks into my world, knowing my nervousness, touching my sadness, voicing my thoughtlessness, manipulating my toughness.
I'm tired and decided to stop at here. If I found another conclusion, I will do post it again^^